As rice grains and roses fall at your feet

wont you be my neighbor

2003-04-04T00:16:18Z

ok sorry to do this again.. new sn oOoTylerDurden add me.. or whatever i promise this is the last oneV

hey kids

2003-04-01T22:36:06Z

umm i have a new SN now since freaking aol suspended my other one.. so yeah if you want to add me my sn is tornsheep.. ok thank you0

new name

2003-03-01T07:35:53Z

ok so i got a new livejournal name so if you want to add me go ahead.. so yeah and i will add you to my friends list .. ok so my new name is newyeartragedy have fun...

isnt it fun being weird???

2003-02-28T08:32:09Z

Is this the day?

ligthing candles
the melodie in the back fills the room
stop
hear the sound of your heart beating
when did it begin?
biting your lip
a faint taste of blood fills your cravings
what does all this pain mean?
a cold chill passes you by
you turn your back
and see the image in the mirror
you reach out for it
but it keeps on moving further away from you
make it stop!! make it stop!!

Ï

hell yeah bitch!!!!

2003-02-28T07:23:03Z

so yeah i havent updated in like umm i dont know.. anyways i finally got my kissing chaos cd... and it effing rocks!!!!! i seriously cant believe i missed them when they played here.. oh well im sure they will be back... so i gave jenny a bunch of my cd;s cause yeah lately ive been getting annoyed by alot of bands... and yeah ive also noticed that when people ask me if i like this band i always say no.. cause yeah those bands suck ass.. but thats just me..anyways this weekend was fun... tomorrow is friday..and that means that im gonna do a whole lot of nothing ahahaha.. dood 2 more weeks until i turn 21!!!!!!! anyone wanna go to a bar that night..???or maybe on the weekend.. just let me know or call me .. my cell phone works again finally!!!! jenny loves the reggie song "mood 4 luv" hahaha shes finally begining to listen to good music hahahah j/k :-D i wanna get more piercings... i think i will next weekend... on my ears maybe.. not on the lobes though cause it wouldnt look right on me....ok im so hyper right now.. i think ill stop...

you have so much in common

2003-02-26T21:18:04Z

so last night was fun.. jenny still hasnt found her keys.. sucky... we went to carls jr and had a meatless burger, they are so good, thanx kate for telling me about them :) so we just came back home and talked about ish.. i got online and talked to a very wonderful person for like hours... anyways i bought the Desaparecidos cd and it effing rocks... i wanted to get the kissing chaos ep but tower didnt have it so yeah sad sad times...i still havent bought my tix to see bright eyes... so me and kate are gonna go see death cab for cutie soon... im excited... gosh swing swing by the all american rejects is such a catchy song hahhahaha....do you know what it feels like being alone.?....hahah anyways the girls are gonna go to the tsunami bomb show at the glass house tonight... i hope you guys have fun...i on the other hand will be at home :-D

girl you look bored...

2003-02-25T22:54:27Z

so last night after having the most horrible day at work.. i went to chain to see U*S .. and it was so awesome seeing everyone there.. it was like a reunion.. i loved it.. david shade was there and yeah hes buff now lol... gosh so many people that i havent seen in like years... well the show was well im not gonna say anything about the show itself cause yeah... so anyways after i said my goodbyes and all i went home.. and i went out to eat dinner with jenny... fun times... ok there are so many shows that i want to go to and i hate it... i need to buy my bright eyes ticket for the g house..... yeah and then cursive and im sure some more will pop up...money sucks ass..... i guess ill go buy the kissing chaos ep.. peace..

Venice Beach will always be there

2003-02-24T23:38:34Z

so yeah i wanted to go with jenny,tawny,and the guys to Venice but it was already getting late and i have work... so yeah i didnt get to go... so i just stood home like a lazy ass..anyways tonight ill be going to chain to see all of my old friends who i havent seen in like forever.. im so excited yay!!! anyways i think you guys should check out this band they rock.. www.kissingchaos.net peace∂

would you fall in love?

2003-02-24T02:24:30Z

i hate how some people put messeges or whatever and expect people to fucken decode them or some shit.. just fucken say it straight out and dont beat around the bush... its fucken annoying....@

in the mood 4 luv

2003-02-23T20:04:13Z

last night was interesting... all the peeps came over and they were gonna have a girls night out or something... im glad i got to see tawny and deanne and lacey.... sorry i didnt hangout but umm yeah.. next time... anyways i stood home and well it was fun thats all i have to say... there was some drama apperantly but i wasnt up to witness it... damn it... aaaaaaahhh i talked to someone wonderful last night....shes gonna come home 3/21 i hope... ::sigh:: geez life is great...today i think were just gonna chill here at home... oh i totally forgot to tell you guys that jenny dyed my hair last night hahahah its funny ... its like reddish or something.. oh well my hair color is boring..ö

dont drink any haterorade..

2003-02-22T09:01:40Z

everyone sing it with me.. F-O-O-D food food G-O-O-D good good hahhahaha sorry im hyper...

It starts with an S"

it kills me to know that youre so far away
and i still have your smile on my mind
like the directions on how to make a paper heart
i wish i could tell you so many things
but i know i should wait
you made an impact on me
i thank the heavens and the stars
for that ~~last~~ goodbye
now ill just wait for your name
to appear on my screen...Ë

im in the mood for you girl

2003-02-22T08:47:20Z

hi kids im back!!!! omg... i have so much to tell.. so please dont hate me for blowing up your friends page.. im just too lazy to put a LJcut cause my mind is just running with words.. DAY 1: anyways so me and freddie left on wed. night to go see reggie i n cal berkeley... so our ride there wasnt so smooth cause yeah we freaking ran into a hail storm and eff yeah it was hell... so after all that shit.. me and him switched and so i was driving .. and umm yeah i fucken got a speeding ticket hahah i was going 100 on a 70... whatever that cop was a dick... so fuck you!!!! so we finally arrived at berkeley and met up with freddies friend.. ::insert really cute girl here:: yeah... so the next day she took us on a tour of the campus and geez its so beautiful.. we walked around talked ate ice cream..ate food.. had tea.. we basically just did a bunch of stuff to pass time before we saw reggie... so we finally arrive at the store were hes gonna be at.. and yeah it was just reggie or should i say 'Paco' hahhaha and dr. groove his beat box.... geez it was freaking fun and exciting... hes so funny... anyways he played alot of good songs.. after his set he signed posters and whatnot... i wish i had a scanner to show you guys the poster... its freaking hilarious... anyw ays me freddie and sheena ... talked to james for a while and told him our story on the road and ish and he was so cool and so he drew a lil picture on the back of my poster.. its funny... so we said our goodbyes and told him that we will see him in river side... so after we go eat and chill for a couple of hours and headed out on the road...DAY 2: so today was reggie in riverside.. and yes it was amazing again... tooo many dumb people there though.. so whatever.. i still laughed and enjoyed myself... we t alked to james and he remembered us.. ::sigh:: hes like i hope to see you guys in the summer.. oh yeah by the way Reggie and the full effect will be here in july/august... so yeah you reggie fans better all go... i for sure will be there.... so yeah we go t some more funny ass posters and got them signed and said our goodbyes to Paco hahahha.. and i got home finally to find a frienzy of people in the house...ahhhhh well i was sooooooooooo happy to see my jenny and mel... yay!!! aaah i miss berkeley.. i had so much fun there... im sure ill go back again.. spring break? hmmm... so yeah my 2 days of fun filled ticket getting reggie seeing were all worth it...tomorrow will be fun.. Megan2k2 is soooooooooooooo good.. im happy he played it... is such a beautiful song.. anyways i think this will be enough torture for you guys...

bliss at last...

2003-02-20T00:08:37Z

Faith came over today for like 20 minutes hehe it was nice.. what a way to start this wonderful weekend of mine hahahah yes i said weekend... tonight me and freddie leave to san francisco.. to see... hold on to your seats cause this one will blow you out of your online chair.... REGGIE AND THE FULL EFFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omfuckengoodness!!!! im gonna see REGGIE ahhhhhh and to top it all off im gonna see them 2 nights in a roll for free!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck fuck fuck im so excited and it like hit me just right now....yeah they are playing 6 shows throughout the united states and 2 are in california.. i feel so lucky to see them for the 1st time.. cause yeah god knows when they will ever play a show...told ya it was a band 1000 times better then the ones playing at chain on thursday.. hahahah so anyways i will miss my girls and i hope you guys have fun.. but i will be back and jenny take care of TylerDurden for me.. dont let him get into any trouble...i love you guys!!!! aaaaaaaahhhhh

ill dragg you down and leave you bleeding to death

2003-02-18T03:40:01Z

work sucked ass... i hate being sick.. but i should be getting better... err whatever.. i love how some music can just make forget about everything and make happy... i was listening to the burst and bloom ep from cursive and i just love it more than the domestica one... all of their songs on there rock....ahh hopefully i get to see them when they come back.. if not then i will cry ... im excited about thursday and friday.. its going to be lots of fun.... ::dont thank me.. i just needed to get rid of it:: anyways joe millionaire is gonna start soon.........peace

how you like them apples...?

2003-02-18T00:39:35Z

so yeah can this day get any worse.. i feel like shit cause of this damn flu... my phone has been put on hold by the phone company.. and to top it all off i rear ended a car on my way to work... FUCK!!!!!!! i got lucky that it wasnt anything serious and that the people were cool with me...can i just please die now... geez i just wanna be home resting... i feel like im gonna pass out... well at least i sold my further ticket... so yeah one less problem... ok well i cant type anymore...

cry me a river....

2003-02-14T20:30:34Z

woke up to chocolates on my bed.... thank you so much jenny's mom!!! so sweet hehehe..CO&CA show tonight.. so yeah this day has finally come... I guess i should say Happy Valentines day to everyone.. and may your day be filled with chocolates and kisses... :) ok well im gonna go get some food.. ill see ya kids tonight .. peaceeeeˇ

you got your gun to my head...

2003-02-13T22:19:17Z

man last night was lots of fun... i went over to freddies around 10 and some people came over and just chilled and rocked out haha it was fun... but now i have this pounding headache.. its probably cause i got home at 7:30 in the morning.. ahhhh anyways i see that TBS tickets go on sale soon.. so yeah i cant miss them or MCR cause i gots to rock out with again...new further seems forever came out already.. new reggie comes out soon... i need money!!!! so yeah tomorrow is the day... woo hoo... anyways if youre bored and you have a messed up humor... then i suggest that you visit www.happytreefriends.com its funny ass shit you wont be dissapointed hehe.. ok im gonna go lay down for a bit before i go to hell ... i mean work...‹

i mean this forever...

2003-02-13T00:53:28Z

so last night since i couldnt freaking sleep.. me and jenny went to 7-11 and got some slurpees... ::we were gonna call you mel , but it was like 1 am so we figured you would be sleeping and get mad at us for calling you:: so yeah it was so cold ... hmm 2 more days before that lil happy holiday or whatever... im so excited < insert sarcasm here... anyways i got go work these kids butts off .. peace out

blah blah blah

2003-02-12T08:18:46Z

you can hide away
inside your perfect little world
scratching at the walls
you built around yourself.....

anyways i tried to go to bed and yeah im wide awake and it sucks ass.. jenny is still up doing homework.. hmm it seems that a minute ago i had alot of stuff to say.. but now i dont .. oh well.. —

when all else fails...

2003-02-11T05:36:09Z

the good life on sunday.... i guess i will be there since i didnt get to see freaking Cursive.. might as well see something close to them...or the singer at least... COCA on friday... im not so excited about it.. but whatever.. its just closer to next week.. when the fun begins... now thats exciting..so yeah 1 more month before im an adult... aaaaahh.. vegas anyone? theres so many things that im looking forward to.. but then again theres some things that im not looking forward to... which sucks...anyways.. ill cut it here..Ï

we live at denny's.....

2003-02-10T23:02:25Z

so last night freddie,michelle and i hungout ..it was fun.. just sat there and talked about random ish.. and ate hershey bars.. lol it was nice though..i like meeting new people..especially when they are nice ;-) then michelle left and me and freddie went to dennys to meet up with corey and mike.. haha were nerds.. the people like know us now .. hahah ahhh .. after just sitting there for like 4 hours...we left .. and i just went home.. tonight i have work.. then nothing after that.. i think ill just stay home and rest.... awww my friend christina just IMed me and yeah i havent talked to that jerk in a long long time.. happy happy..

no more scars

2003-02-09T22:47:34Z

so yeah i know all of you must be thinking that my icon is rockin.... hehe well i would like to thank miss katerrific for making it for me.. she surprised me with it :-D i love surprises.. so yeah thank you so much Kate!!! i love it... hmm last night was fun... me and freddie met up with mike.. and some other peeps.. they are fun.. it seems that everyone works at disneyland.. how fun.. now ill be able to visit people when i go.... tonight freddie,michelle and i are gonna hopefully hangout ..if not then ill stay home and do some reading for school haha.. err woo hoo 10 more days before our lil road trip thingy.. exciting.. anyways i gotta go eat.. it seems that everyone is gone this morning and i have no clue where they are at :(.. im lonely..Ï

this ring on my finger...

2003-02-09T07:20:32Z

today i went to work.. i didnt really want to go but yeah its money.. and i need that ish right now.. umm then came home and fell asleep... woke up and sat around.. took a shower.. waiting for christina.. but she took too long hahahah sorry I <3 you though.. so now im at freddies chillin like a villain.. so yeah.. i hope you have fun tonight jenny and christina.. word.. ok im out of it.. sour patch kids are really good.. oh yeah i got new studs for my lip .. exciting stuff.. so yeah tomorrow sunday.. woo hoo .. umm yea

another day.. another night..

2003-02-07T22:33:48Z

so umm yeah last nights plans were cancelled or whatever .. yeah dissapointing...but i still got to hangout with jenny and deanne.. yay!! it feels that i havent hungout with jenny in a long time.. eventhough i live with her.. haha its funny.. and deanne we need to see more of you hun...so yeah we got home and i of course went to freddies house..we met up with some of his friends at dennys.. it was fun.. i guess im gonna be going to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soon.. yeah one of his friends is in the cast... ahhh im nervous about going.. cause yeah im gonna be a virgin when i go... and yeah they have a special thing that they do to first timers going to see the show...cant say what they do cause it defeats the whole purpose.. so yeah..hmm what else.. oh yeah im gonna go on a mini road trip soon.. its gonna be very exciting.. ahhhhh i really am excited...ticketmaster needs to stop fucking charging so much for tix... ahh i hate it.. it makes people poor..anyways i woke up this afternoon and i realized that my sleeping patter is messed up big time hahah.. its my fault though..but i dont care.. i have my whole life to sleep.. so i guess no complaints there hehe..Tyler says Meow.... haha hes a trouble maker... but i dont care.. hahaha..ahh ok i better stop blabbing about non sense that no one cares about.. hehe sorry im just hyper.. i <3 you all..

ill meet your eyes...

2003-02-06T23:44:46Z

i woke up to the sound of your laughter
your soft face leaning against mine
whispering words into my ear
staring at your eyes
and seeing myself in yours
caught up between the blankets
and connected to eachothers arms
i hear your heart beating
making a blissful sound
your hand running through my hair
and ending at my face
your lips meeting mine
sharing a passionate kiss
ill take that one last night
and remember it till the day i die....
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